Love is feeling ~

 

love is feeling. love is a beautiful feeling. but, love also can hurt that feeling. love can change a little thing. and a little thing that called love can change everything. without love , we feel alone. with love also we feel alone. love is something that can be important nor can be unimportant. love is variety of thing. a lot of thinking. a lot of multiasking. so , what actually love is it? ppl said love is to be loved by someone that we love. they said that love can give more happiness in life. love is not only from someone that have called 'boyfriend' 'crush' 'husband'. but love also from family. parent. siblings. friendship. 

L O V E.  a little thing can make us fall in love. can make us love someone with all of life. can make us missing like crazy ppl ! everything begin with love, can change us into different person. believe or not. thats the facts ! evetho many ppl said love can hurt more than a swords , but many ppl love to be loved. because as a human we need love in life. love can give us something that make tears turn to smile. but, that can change smile to tears too. often . 

but, me. different with others. i hve been in love for many times and i hve been hurt also . so for me, for this time, love from ppl that called 'man' is not exist . i am not ready yet for new love. my heart hurt too bad. all i need is love from my 'Creator'. the 'Creator' that create me and love. if i fall in love once again soon, i hope that love come from behalf of my 'creator'. 

i miss you Muhammad Hassiefulkiram . i miss you so badly . i always du'a for your happiness. i hope you'll find ur spouse that deserve you. not like me. i am woman with bad background. im still cant forgive myself. im sorry for leaving you. thats the hardest thing i need to do. i am so sorry, but i love you. the truth.

me, Qqh.